Embracing Artistic Integrity: My Journey with Commission Opportunities
Navigating New Horizons
A few weeks ago, I was approached about a potential cruise ship commission. It was an exciting opportunity. After signing the NDA, I spent several days researching navigation. I developed concepts ahead of my meeting with the curatorial company.
At that point, I still hadn't received a detailed brief. Nevertheless, I persevered and created a range of ideas centred around navigation, movement, and interaction.
The brief finally arrived on the day of the meeting. To be honest, I was disappointed. Many of the concerns I had suspected were confirmed. Creating moving sculptures for a cruise ship introduces a host of challenges: health and safety, reliability, maintenance, durability, and passenger interaction.
I attended the meeting to understand the project fully and explore a way forward. The meeting itself was positive. The team liked my concepts and were enthusiastic about the ideas. However, it became clear that many practical aspects of the project had not yet been fully resolved. They also explained that the deadline might be extended, but only by a maximum of two weeks.
The Challenges of Kinetic Art
I was asked to simplify the sculptures to address health and safety concerns, reduce manufacturing costs, and fit within the available budget. Additionally, they wanted CAD concept models for five interactive kinetic sculptures within a week. Final approval would not be given until August, yet all five sculptures would need to be designed, built, tested, and ready for delivery by November.
I didn't decline immediately. Instead, I spent several days working through the concepts. I simplified designs, reduced manufacturing time, and searched for ways to make the project work. However, the more I worked on the CAD models, the more I realised something important.
The sculptures were no longer improving. They were becoming compromises.
For me, every sculpture I create should be an improvement on the one before it. I am constantly pushing my work forward, both artistically and technically. As I simplified the designs, I realised I was moving in the opposite direction. The sculptures no longer felt like my work. Most importantly, they were not pieces I would be proud to put my name on.
The Decision to Decline
At that point, the decision became clear. I politely declined the commission before any further time or resources were invested by either party. Of course, turning down a cruise ship commission might sound unusual for an artist. However, I believe that knowing which opportunities to walk away from is just as important as knowing which ones to pursue.
Interestingly, around the same time, I was offered another commission for a series of small tabletop sculptures. The deadline was extremely tight, and the budget was between £75 and £100 per sculpture. Once again, I chose to decline.
Discovering My Value
What both opportunities confirmed is that people are finding my work. For years, I was told that I should pay somebody to build my website because I wouldn't be able to do it myself. Instead, I built it my way. The fact that these opportunities found me through that website tells me it is doing exactly what it was designed to do.
So although neither commission moved forward, I don't see the experience as a failure. Far from it. It reminded me that my work has value, that people are discovering it, and that staying true to my artistic vision matters more than saying yes to every opportunity that comes along.
The Power of Artistic Integrity
In the world of art, integrity is paramount. It’s easy to get swept away by the allure of commissions and the promise of recognition. However, I’ve learned that true success lies in creating work that resonates with my vision. Each piece should reflect my passion and dedication.
When I look back on my journey, I see the importance of remaining authentic. Each decision shapes my artistic path. By choosing to decline projects that don’t align with my values, I’m carving out a space for work that truly represents me.
A Journey of Self-Discovery
This journey has been one of self-discovery. I’ve learned to trust my instincts and listen to my inner voice. It’s a delicate balance between ambition and authenticity. As I navigate this path, I remind myself that every opportunity is not necessarily the right one.
I’ve also come to appreciate the importance of community. Engaging with fellow artists and enthusiasts has enriched my experience. Their support and insights have been invaluable. We share a common goal: to create art that inspires and captivates.
Looking Ahead
As I look to the future, I remain hopeful. New opportunities will arise, and I will approach them with an open heart and mind. I will continue to create kinetic sculptures that bring joy and wonder to gardens and open spaces.
I am committed to fulfilling custom visions for clients while staying true to my artistic integrity. My work is a reflection of my journey, and I am excited to see where it leads me next.
And if there's one thing I've learned throughout this journey, it's this: Never tell me I can't do something.
In the end, it’s about more than just commissions. It’s about creating art that speaks to the soul, that dances in the wind, and that leaves a lasting impression.



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